Thursday, February 19, 2015

Breastfeeding SMH

I am so glad to be able to do this for my baby, but for me there's a down side.  I'm always hungry.  I don't know how much I weigh, being afraid to weigh myself.  I'm clueless.  There's never enough food for me.  Always hungry is my thing.  I can eat morning, noon, and night.  The problem is making healthy food choices.  It doesn't matter as long as I eat.  While pregnant sweets entered my life.  Now, I can eat them whenever I want.  Never full, isn't an option.  5 more months of breastfeeding and I'm done.  There has to be something better.  When I change my eating habits my supply drops.  Kind of caught between a rock and a hard place.

Venting that's all.  Looking for alternatives to make this thing work.  A plus, I can fit my size 12 pants, my stomach is the issue.  I get it took time to gain it, but now I have to lose it.